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Saturday, 04 July 2009

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    Fly away

    Ever think about how bad something is? How much you can't wait to get past it? You think about just flying away.

    I'm reading a book which stated something I insert into my daily thoughts. Quote, "Is it possible the reality I'm experiencing is not real?" Reality is nice in hindsight. I think about all those past troubles but they don't seem that bad anymore. I don't know what the BIG deal was. At the time it was pretty big. Right in my face, the problem kept on bothering me. Perhaps the horrible thing that is afflicting itself upon me isn't the reality. The reality is I'm letting it get to me. If this problem was just like the other problems, it will fade in time. What happens the next time this circumstance happens? Will I desire the comfortable and safe?  "I'd rather fly away then deal with it," is a first thought. Whatever reality is slowing me down, I can change my perspective on what it is. A road instead of a wall. A shortcut instead of a hamster wheel.

Monday, 27 April 2009

  • Stray

    Ever feel lost? No one is helping you? I was cleaning dishes when I heard a whine behind me. I turned to see a dog standing in my door way. He startled me at first then I started to talk to him. He wagged his tail and he looked at me with eyes that spoke of a feeling of being lost. I fed him some meat. I tried to call him inside but he would just act excited. I scratched behind his ear and I pet his head. He loved every minute. Whenever I come across such an unexpected situation, I turn to google. I found the animal shelter but they are not open right now. Their answering service says call the police department for a "pet emergency." Well, there is no urgency yet. I fed the dog a croissant. He took a piece and walked out the door. I thought ok, no more dog. I heard a cry of surpise from the mailbox station. I walked out to see a van parked and they honked their horn a few times. A woman got out the car exclaiming if the dog is gone. I believe he scared her when he said hi. Oh funny.

    He returned and my brother woke up to a new visitor. I put out water. The dog sniffed every corner of the apartment for something to eat. He was desperate. He got some more meat. I gave him another croissant. He took off again out the door before I could call the police department. Again, croissant means the dog will leave for privacy to consume the meal. He came back. I called the un-emergency hotline. Sue the operator said animal control can be called in the morning. I have a dog until then. I decided to get some dog food. I tried to get the dog to stay when I leave through the door. He sprinted and wedged himself through my legs. I followed him around my building. I don't want there to be any trouble since there are no animals allowed in my apartment complex. I carried him back. I decided to stay put.

    Here I am with a dog wondering the apartment constantly looking everywhere. I hope it'll be fine until the morning.

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